I am waiting on my results ... I am in a really dark place
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I went in to the doctors with what I thought was a UTI. Earlier that day I noticed a bumb on the lip of my vagina ... kinda of where I would shave. I thought it was a pimple and it hurt like an SOB. Anyways, I went to the Dr. and I told her the issue. I am prone to yeast infections so she did an exam for the infection and found something right on the vagina opening. She attempted to show it to me in the mirror, but I couldn't really see anything even though I said I did. She told me that she was pretty positive that I have herpes. It hurts really bad to pee and it was ichy a few days ago but now the whole area just hurts. (they also think I have a UTI). The thing I thought was a pimple has gotten worse and it looks kinda like a blister but it could be the fact that I aggrevated it due to my popping attempt. I don't know. I thought of posting pictures to see what you all thought but .... I have cried for the last two days. I do not know how to tell my current partner. I really want to tell him over text message is its positive just so I don't expierence him leaving. I do not think I could handle that right now. Sorry to rant. I just feel like I am going to end up alone. I have always been safe. Can the tests tell you when you got the virus? I don't even know right now.
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JLynn28 c141414
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I finally got the courage to tell the guy I am seeing. I was pretty sure it was him because I had been tested so recently and I was really worried about breaking the news to someone that they may have it. I wanted to wait for the results, but I felt like when we hung out I was lying to him. So I told him. And his reply was, "You probably got it from me." So the converation went differently than I had imagined. Apparently, he got it from his ex about two years ago and they broke up a few months ago. She had no symtoms. When I asked him why he he hadn't told me he said he had no idea you could give it someone if you weren't having an outbreak. I feel like he is lying because he got it from someone with no outbreaks. I am trying to have level head in this situation, but I am not sure how to feel. I am thankful that I know where it came from and I did not give it someone else, but at the same time I am really mad he lied because I asked him about STDs before we had sex. And I also feel like he knew that he would pass it on. I feel like because of ignorance and lack of respect for my health I now have to deal with this virus for life.
And somehow I now feel like my life is going to be somewhat limited due to this. I have always wanted to travel and to teach overseas, but it feels like I shouldn't or can't. I'm just upset. Especially since my sypmtoms have come back.
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On another note, if you haven't heard back from the doc by 4 to 5 days, it's typically good news when there's no news. But I'd call them to check up if I were you. That's entirely too stessful.
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