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I woke up this morning at my house with my legs sore and my head pounding. I don't remeber what happened yesteday or how i got home. I'm afraid of what could have happened and I'm sick of waking up like this. I'm sick of waking up in the morning and missing out on the life that I have fought so hard to keep. I have delt with cutting, drug abuse and suicidal tendancies but I always come back to drinking. I don't thing off my self as an addict but then again admitting you have a problem is the first step. I just want to stop waking up and having to figure out what I did the night before. I just want to stop the fuzzy memory but continue to enjoy the release of being able to forget.
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