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my life has become a living hell. an endless loop of symptoms with the odd good day thrown in just to tease you with how good life used to be. Right now I'm alternating between horrible bladder symptoms and debilitating nausea for no reason. went through the frozen shoulder, rib and sternum pain, thought I was having heart attack, crippling anxiety, fear of death, fear of travel due to stomach symptoms. THIS is NOT who I was. I was independent, fearless, competent, adventurous, social, funny. now I just pray moment to moment to get by. don't have any interest in anything anymore. lethargic and apathetic when not panicking. have not slept through the night in I cant remember when. just turned 50. have lovely pregnant looking belly and no libido. my friends seem to be sailing through this. im at a loss as to why mine is so severe.
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