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2 months ago my life was perfect. I'd never been happier but...
1.5 months ago my insomnia started which triggered depression. So, not being able to take it anymore i went to a psychiatrist and he put me on paxil 10 mg and benzo... without telling me the side effects
I took the meds for a week and started noticing numbness in senses. It turned me into a zombie, robbed me of my emotions.
Horrified, i quit it cold turkey. Today is the 5th day since i quit and still have memory issues and penile numbness. Though the pleasure from orgasms seems to be coming back, it is not even close to what i used to feel some 2 months back. I'm not able to empathize with anyone now. I'm afraid I've lost my ability to fall in love.
My main concern is my sexuality. Will the partial numbness around my crotch area ever go away? When will it go? will i ever be able to empathize with someone? will i ever be able to fall in love?
I'm young and my life has just begun and I'm already feeling that I've done something to my body which I'll be regretting for the rest of my life. All this is causing me a lot of worry as stress. I'm always thinking about the past when i was healthy and happy.
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