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I got diagnosed with mono back in Decemeber for those that don't know. I was very sick at first, and then I started to feel a lot better as time went on with very few symptoms for awhile. I thought I was finally over this. Recently like 5 weeks ago or so I started to feel really strange. The best way that I can expain it is like feeling "off", disconnected to those around me, confused, stumbling over my words, and messing them up when I speak by saying them out of order or something. Even feeling in a state of daze, I just do not feel like myself anymore and I hate it. This has been happening to me almost daily now, most of the day. Short of a few hours or so where I feel okay. I am back to feeling extremely tired no matter what I do. I can wake up from a night of 14 hours of sleep and still be ready to go back to bed. All I want to do is sleep anymore. I have been having issues with my right eye bothering me with twitching, and being blurry at times. My eye doctor has no idea why. I have seen my doctor over these concerns and she is literally at a loss. She calls me her "mystery patient". Which is not comforting for me. I see my counselor every two weeks, and I take prozac for anxiety. So I am making the right moves in terms of trying to heal but I just can't seem to get there no matter what I do. The tiredness I can literally feel behind my eyes it is that bad. I have also been waking up many days with a bad headache that I cannot seem to get to go away unless I take medicine which I hate doing. I am at a loss here, and do not know what to do. So I came here for some support because my doctors do not know how to help me. They have ran multiple tests etc and nothing comes back. The most discouraging thing is that my wedding is this October 17th so I would like to be having fun planning that, and enjoying that process but instead I am sick and battling all this. Has anyone else experienced these things, and if so what did it feel like for you? Did it get better fast or not? Did you ever find anything to help you get through it? I try and resume normal life activities such as hanging out with friends and family and going to events but I do not find these things fun for me anymore because I feel so weird no matter what I do. So I would rather be home feeling this alone because none of them understand me when I say I just feel weird and "off". Someone please HELP!!!!!!
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