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I'm 17 and I'm currently a senior. I've suffered from anxiety and depression from about a year but I guess it's at it's peak right now. This is the first time I'm telling anyone this. I don't feel like myself anymore. Almost like something else has taken over me(anxiety). All day I have a constant battle with a voice in my head and I can never seem to quiet it or win. It makes me think of in ordinary thoughts like when I'm in public I think that everyone's making fun of me or all plotting on me. I hate it so that usually refrains me from going out. Like honestly I don't even go to school anymore, I use to go out with my friends a lot and know I just cut them all off because of my accusations. I have no motivation in life anymore, I just feel numb. I use to be so optimistic and now I can't even get out of the house. Nothing even interest me anymore. It's also really hard for me to show any emotion but my head is bubbled with all kinds of emotion. I try to show emotion to my family and I still feel disconnected that's why I can't even tell my mom about how I feel and why I'm like this. I try to be nice and socialize to people but I always get the same reaction like their making fun of me and I just feel alone. Hopefully I'm not the only one.
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