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Firstly,my english isn't my mother tongue so I'm sorry for spelling mistakes. I won't talk in my own languague because I won't be recognize.
In this times, I've been feel depressed. It's hard to me to accept myself, I hate to see my face in a mirror. I always hide me behind someone I can't show my face to other people. The worst is when some people say "you're ugly".
I like to be discret but in my school a lot people know me. I sometimes feel that people mock at me. I'm afraid all the time that something bad will happen.
But even without those problems my life is really boring, I just hate it. I'm at school for more than a dozen year and after then, there is university. Some of other students act like 5-years-old kids. The life I lead don't suit me at all.I want more independence and less stress. I had never like my life but I am melancholic now, everything is getting worse and worse.
I try to be kind to other people but they are just nasty with me. I'd like to have peace and a quite life. Sometimes, I ask to myself if I did something for deserve that. I'm opress from everywhere; school, home,..Finally, I want 2 things cry and die.
What should I do for get better? Please help me.
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