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I can't bring myself to get out of bed for anything other than the toilet. I mean my actualy bed, my bedroom is a mess - extremely filthy and it's awful and I need to clean it but I can't. I can't get out of bed, I feel so calm in my bed. Everytime I try to get out of bed and do something as simple as clean a small area in my room, I can't do it. My body hurts so I get back in bed.
I'm a 22y/o girl and my bedroom looks like a squat and I look horrific because I've stopped taking care of myself, I used to be one of those girls with a strict routine for my health/appearance, face and body and I look nothing like I used to. I can't see a point in anything. I'm sat here now looking at my room and at my reflection in the mirror and I'm so bloody ashamed of myself, I feel disgusting but I can't force myself to do anything about it. How can I find a reason to do these things?
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