I don't know what's going on

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So recently I've been kinda out of it.

I feel like im not really in control of my body and it's like I'm watching a movie or something.

I don't see myself in third person, but I just don't feel in control a lot even though I'm fully aware that I am.

Also, I've never been diagnosed or told anyone about it, but I think I may have depression considering I show almost all symptoms and it has driven me to self harm.

But i don't know what to do.

And asking for help - with anything - is an extremely difficult task for me.

I psych myself out and chicken out every time.

I just don't know anymore.

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  • Posted

    Hey i am from switzerland my english is bad...

    It just sounds like DR/DR (depersionalisation/derealisation)

    I have that tooo it is awful i know!!

    I have the same feelings as u feeling detatched weird, not here, living in a dream, looking at the mirror and cant recognize my self right...

    I know it is so scary and belive me when i say i have panicattacks because of that but its kind of a normal

    Reaction from your brain and body to protect youself!!

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      Don't apologize! I'm guessing you're still learning and that English isn't your first language. You don't need to be sorry for that, in fact your English is quite good.

      Anyway, thank you. I had considered that depersonalisation was the cause but I wanted another opinion. And I don't know for sure but I don't think over ever had a panic attack, but I know their horrible so I'm sorry to hear that you have them.

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      It's a little relieving to hear that someone else knows what it's like. I know one of my friends has mental illness but her experience is different than mine. So thank you for just giving me that little bit of relaxation.

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    I am going through the same thing, and all I got was a prescription for something I can't yet describe. I was told by my local hospitals doctor about psychosomatic disorders, but what I am really going through, I don't know.

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