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I don't know what's wrong with me??!!?

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sahera81089
sahera81089

I m 19. I m the type of person well I used to be the type of person who would wake up with the biggest smile at 2am... But recently since the past few months it feels like everything s changed. I find it so hard to go to sleep - I be tossing and turning in bed till 1-2am, and I find it hard to wake at 10am (I honestly have never been able to sleep later than 10am) but recently I ve actually had to force myself out of bed, coz I feel that tired.  I feel really less motivated recently too, it feels like I'm going to get nowhere in life even though I'm working really hard with everything I want to succeed in; whether it's my education, whether it's losing weight etc.

I ve been feeling kinda down, sad and lonely lately too. It just feels like I ve got no one - I m all alone. I m a very cheerful person and I never felt like this before. I do not have any siblings, I ve got loads of relatives/cousins but I barely get to meet them/talk to them. I feel lonely... Feels like I ve got no one. 

I suffer from PCOS which makes things worse - like all the excessive hair growth, weight gain, acne etc. It feels like I can t cope with it anymore. I just fake a smile. I cry within. 

I just don t know what s wrong with me. I told my mum once and she just started laughing and say you ll be fine, but she doesn t know how I feel! Like I can t explain how it feels, I can t explain it to myself either. I feel lost. Completely lost.

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  • Marina_Dee
    Marina_Dee sahera81089

    Posted

    Sahera..are you in UK? Wherever you are you need to see your doctor and tell him/her about your problems.    Unless your Mum has PCOS she wont understand how you feel,so your doctor is best. I'm sure you will get the help you need  so please dont wait.
  • ptolemy
    ptolemy sahera81089

    Posted

    I am so sorry you do not feel one hundred per cent. What is your diet like? Do you think you are missing nutrients? Do you exercise at all? Have you mentioned anything to your doctor? Did the symptoms start after you were diagnosed with PCOS? They reckon twenty per cent of women have PCOS, so you are not alone. 
    • sahera81089
      sahera81089 ptolemy

      Posted

      Thank you for replying. My diet is okay, but I do think I need to sort it out. Yes, I do exercise for at least 40 mins a day. I've been diagnosed with PCOS since 4-5 years now I think. 
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