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I don't know whats wrong with me anymore

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velco
velco

This has been going on for 2 weeks now, I feel worser than every other day

I made a post a few days ago saying that I was sleep deprived for about a week

I don't even simply feel tired anymore.Even though I'd slept for at least 12 hours when I woke up today I felt literally brain dead I don't even want to live anymore. The last time I'd felt completely normal was more than a week ago when I just merely felt sleep deprived but didn't end up sleeping probably due to anxiety.

I completely lost my appetite for more than a week now and haven't felt the need to use the toilet besides forcing myself to. I don't feel the same anymore, like whenever i use or do something i feel weird like i've slightly forgot how, its hard to think straight especially when talking. Honestly more than convinced i have some kind of brain damage for not sleeping properly for so long now. Before any of this started î was always sleeping at the wrong times, but as still al and stay asleep, would wake up feeling refreshed like usual and etc. I dont even get anxiety anymore i just keep feeling weird all the time now

I honestly dont know what to do anymore, i should of slept that day when id kept staying up.

Every other time i had stayèd up, before any of this started, maybe even for 24 hours i would end up just going to sleep and sleeping without waking up, thEnd feel normal the next day despite slightly fatigued which would fade after sleeping earlier again. Its almost as if i havent slept for more than a week, but minus the hallucinatioñ and tiredness. I actually feel completely fine right now but not in the same way i used to, i cant even tell if im tired or not. I should had slept last weekend when i still felt completely fine just extremely sleep deprived. Also last friday when id seen the doctor and told him some of whats happened i dont think he'd really understood saying to just take melatonin pills at night, which i have been now and they dont do anything. I just wish i could sleep and wake up feeling ocompletely normal like i used to, even though i dont even remember. I had actually been up all night and day last week then only slept for a few hours before sleeping in the morning of the next day again, so maybe thats what made everything horribly worser. I havent gone one day without sleeping properly like i used to. Life doesnt seem so good anymore.

15 years old, nothing like this has ever happened before

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  • velco
    velco

    Posted

    I would give anything to just simply feel normal but maybe slightly fatigued all the time like I used to, I can't believe how easily I could've fixed my sleeping pattern. Now I actually can't even sleep properly at all, or do anything properly. Like using a PC I can't move the mouse properly slightly. Also I think my testosterone dropped entirely after the day I'd simply felt extremely sleep deprived but only slept in the morning again, which was more than a week ago

    • velco
      velco

      Posted

      Its almost as if suddenly sleeping for 2 hours for a week then finally sleeping longer one day, only to sleep for 2 hours again. For nearly 2 weeks. Then finally sleeping again but never feeling the same again
  • ann82027
    ann82027 velco

    Posted

    You need to get your sleep pattern back to normal, go to bed at a normal time and set your alarm for 8 hours, don,t sleep in get up and occupy your mind.  It will take time, I did shift work for 9 years and went through hell, 7 nights 7 early and 7 late.  You will feel tired at first but eventually you will get back into a sleep pattern.  Oversleeping makes me feel awful,7 hours suits me because I,m older. Life is what you make it,concentrate on doing things to fill your time, education is very important to achieve a good life ahead, concentrate on what you would enjoy and like to do in the future.  Prayers and best wishes to you.
    • velco
      velco ann82027

      Posted

      Thanks man, that's exactly what I'm doing now, with melatonin pills which don't really do anything besides make me slightly more tired after lying in bed in the dark. It's also become really hard to do things in my spare time considering I feel dazed and weird all the time now which only started a few days ago.

      It really sucks that I hadn't slept the day this all started, but before that I was always getting enough sleep and getting out of bed not even feeling tired. I was never sleep deprived, unless i'd suddenly fixed my sleeping pattern which i was trying to do right before all of this started

    • velco
      velco

      Posted

      Heck, I barely even get anxiety anymore because I feel so weird all the time now
    • velco
      velco

      Posted

      And it used to be the only reason if I couldn't sleep despite being even a little bit tired, which I would end up eventually falling asleep anyways after reading a book or something.

    • ann82027
      ann82027 velco

      Posted

      The mind is very strong, it can influence every aspect of your life, I have spent many years anxious and depressed because of my past life and relationships, it comes to a point where you realise there is nothing you can do to change it so move on and make the best of your life.  You have your life ahead of you, strive to do the best because one day you will look back with regrets.  Accept the fact that sometimes you cannot sleep, eventually your body will revert to normal pattern, take your mind off the anxiety about not sleeping, I always think to myself I will sleep enough when I,m not in this life anymore.
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