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I've been on antidepressants since September of this year, I have a boyfriend now, but everything feels wrong. I've lost hope for the future, I've tried therapy, but it doesn't work. I want to give up, I want to live , I'm tired of living for everyone as comic relief rather than a real person. Everyone knows I hurt, I tried to voice my pain but instead of some kind of care, I get scolded and basically told to get lost and bother someone else. I'm so tired. Please, I need a reason to keep going. My boyfriend hasn't been talking to me, I lost a close friend, and my pills are no longer working. I'm losing my mind, I don't want to do this anymore. Everyday hurts. I'm lost in a maze in the pitch black, my fears looming over me in dark clouds, threatening to pour the weight of the truth onto me. Please, help me change my mind. I can't take this anymore.
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