I don't want to live anymore

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I have no desire to live any longer i feel suicidal, i have no one to talk to, my family doesn't feel like one, i wallow in pain, the people who you love the most, are the same ones who hate you and envy you so when all your efforts fail, they mock you and rejoice, i have been planning to escape from my family and never go back by having a good education which my family can't fund, i feel hopeless and I don't want to feel it anymore or anything at all.

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    Hi Ihotu21,

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    Trust me you will fell lonelier without your family by your side. It may sometimes feel that your family doesn't need you, but it's not true at all. I've been dealing with the same thing when my family used to work in a different state and I had to see them only one or twice per year and even in that time they were more concerned about themselves and their duties than me, i thought that I was unwanted and even though I had a lonely home to live in I wanted to escape, run away and find people who would really care about me. This was just until I grew up and understood that even though my parents weren't always kind or loving to me they did all they could to give me a better life than they had. At the same time I start to make new friends who were happy to spend time with me. I still fell that I am lonely most of the time and I don't trust anyone because of this, but I understand that it's only in my brain it's just an illusion made by myself when I was young and broken. Now I am happy I didn't run away, I am in a better relationship with my parents than ever before, I still don't trust people this is why I don't have many friends, but even so I always have someone by my side. Don't give up, go on, take all the pleasure you can from life and learn to love the beautiful moments you live.

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