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I don't want to live. Just tired of everything.

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anaya22333
anaya22333

I am a girl at age of 27 . everything in my life was fine untill 2 years ago when i fall in love with the one i should not. I tried everything to stay away from him or to forget him . I get help from psychiatrist even I started taking alcohol. i was taking antidepressant and sleeping pills but every one or two days i unknowingly become overdosed and it felt like i skipped days. but i was happy. at least my mind was out of thoughts under their influence. but one day suddenly everything opened in front of my family and my all medicine stopped . now to live normal i have to act like every thing is fine now but i am very anxious from inside. i just want my mind to stop thinking. i want to just sleep and never wakeup. i am tired of living. whats more funny is that now i even don't want him now. i feel like i am misfit here so i shouldn't exist.

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  • jan34534
    jan34534 anaya22333

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    you are not a misfit. you, like many others are going through a difficult time right now., However things can and will get better. It’s good that you recognized that he wasn’t the right one for you.

    But it’s time now to Move On and take care of yourself.

    alcohol and drugs will only make everything worse in the long run.

    get some counseling because you need support right now. A counselor or therapist can help you turn things around.The psychiatrist is mainly for any medication you may need. But a therapist or counselor will help you with your issues. and that’s what you need!

    everybody has bumps and issues that come up in life. The important thing is how you respond to them.

    Don’t let one experience with a Man ruin your life. There are many others out there that would be good for you. But first, take care of yourself and get healthy so you can live a joyful life.!

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