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its been year now, and it started with those late night waking up covered in sweet not knowing who, or where you are. Since that day its only gotten worse i feel at the pit of my stomach there is somthing wrong with me. Not only that but i have this pressure in my head that discombobulates reality with a fear of non existence. i feel trapped like a fish out of water choking on its breath, damn i even look like a dying fish when i start freaking out. I feel lost with no sense of direction in life besides running to keep my heart from dying and my mind from not going crazy. People look at me like i’m crazy i feel crazy i look like a dying fish when i get crazy. Im tired of living like this i want my girlfriend to love me without worrying i want to see movies without having to leave cause i’m FTFO. I wanna breath with the bliss of life that my friends seem to be living. i'm a psycho hypochondriac who dream of being in the norm. please lt me know if this makes sense or tell me how you feel, thank you.
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