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I dont know what im doing anymore

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lilpek101
lilpek101

Im 15

It has been a long time since this has started and honestly dont know what to do. Everyday (at least once) the odea of hurting myself or killing myself pops up in my head and i dont know what to do, whats worse is when i start crying about it. I feel like a pathetic little wimp and i dont know what to do.

It has come to the point where i dont even cry i just sit there and let it hurt. I dont even try to make it stop now cause i know it will always hurt. I've been thinking of ways to get a hold of some stuff (bad stuff) some of my friends may know a guy. I know its bad but i just dont know. Ive wanted to starve myself and i honestly think im gonna start doing it.

A list:

● i want to hurt my self

● i sometimes want to end it

● i want to starve myself

● i want to take drugs

I know if i do this stuff ill slowly kill myself but its either that or just ending it now.

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  • richard89308
    richard89308 lilpek101

    Posted

    you sound really unhappy and would benefit being on the right medication to balance your mind.  See a specialist and try to right your negative thoughts.

    Good luck

    Richard

  • stephen_85858
    stephen_85858 lilpek101

    Posted

    Hi Lilpek101, Do not take drugs, do not end your life, do not starve yourself and do not take drugs. I go throught the stages of wanting to end my life myself You are only young.

     

  • linda55352
    linda55352 lilpek101

    Posted

    Hello please talk to your parents and they can seek help for you take care of yourself your to young to have thoughts like that running through your

    Head without there being some sort of problem you will be able to get help

  • lynne82155
    lynne82155 lilpek101

    Posted

    Please speak to your parents or teacher or friend and let them help you get the help you need and deserve.

    Stay Strongconfused

  • kirk05478
    kirk05478 lilpek101

    Posted

    Lilpek, please don't do ANY of these things. Get help. Call a doctor and a loved one. Share what you just wrote here.

    I'm praying for you.

    Kirk  :-)

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