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It has been a long time since this has started and honestly dont know what to do. Everyday (at least once) the odea of hurting myself or killing myself pops up in my head and i dont know what to do, whats worse is when i start crying about it. I feel like a pathetic little wimp and i dont know what to do.
It has come to the point where i dont even cry i just sit there and let it hurt. I dont even try to make it stop now cause i know it will always hurt. I've been thinking of ways to get a hold of some stuff (bad stuff) some of my friends may know a guy. I know its bad but i just dont know. Ive wanted to starve myself and i honestly think im gonna start doing it.
● i want to hurt my self
● i sometimes want to end it
● i want to starve myself
● i want to take drugs
I know if i do this stuff ill slowly kill myself but its either that or just ending it now.
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