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Im 31 with two kids and I regret bringing them into a world where their mom wishes she was dead. I've dealt with depression and anxiety since I was old enough to recognize the symptoms. Growing up in a violent home, being sexually abused multiple times as a child all play a part in who I am now, and it's getting to be too much to bare. I'm struggling financially , and I think I'm about to lose my job. I'm so lost in this world, and wish I knew my purpose. I want to die so bad, but don't want to pass that pain to my children, so I'm stuck here till I can't no more. I'm unmotivated, scared, lost and nobody who would really listen. I usually keep things to myself, cause it's so hard to have these conversations without feeling worst about yourself.
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