I feel like I am drowning. And don't know where to begin

Over the past 3 years, my family and my old coworkers have been invading my privacy. those coworkers are unfortunately where I get mental health services. so continue with this story, my family has found out what my mental health disorders are which I have no release of info on file. My room has been searched over and over again. My phone hacked into. At home I get verbally torn down, been gaslighted, treated like a child and so forth. At work, my old co workers find out where I work and tell the employer and employees about my mental health break downs I had on the job. I have had co workers put an unknown substance in my PPE and another put human feces in my work gear. I had pictures taken of me on the job and at home without consent. every job I get, I get bullied out. so now it takes only a week for me to leave a job. it is bad. I have been stalked to and from work. At home, I have been told to go ahead and end my life.

I have tried to have conversations with these people, set boundaries and so forth. I just cannot escape. I go to the park just to get away, they are right there. I go to the library and cannot escape. they had so many companies involved. all of this has triggered so many negative thoughts like SH and SI. I am so exhausted. I have no freedom, no privacy, no life. I am terrified to live. How do I escape?

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