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I'm seventeen and for the last few months Ive been having severe anxiety and panic attacks. I actually had to go to the emergency room one time because of how bad it was. I had a check up with my doctor and cardiologist and they said everything looked fine except might have an irregular heart beat. My dad had a bad heart his whole life and died a few months ago because of a heart attack. I was the only one in the room when he passed away and I think that probably triggered something.
For the last few months I've been feeling lime I'm going to die either all of a sudden (heart attack or maybe a seizure) or I'm slowly dying. I'm terrified or dying because I know that I couldn't do that to my family. It would hurt so much to leave them in pain like that. At the same time I can't see myself living like this anymore. I feel beyond tired all of the time, dizzy, weak, I can't eat much because ill feel sick, and I have headaches a lot. I also have chest pains a lot and I don't know if that's from anxiety or something else.
I'm so scared all of the time and I can't leave my house anymore. I know I will have a panic attack because I always do and cry and break down in front of everyone. I just want to feel normal again. I'm tiredbof feeling like I'm dying.
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