I feel like I'm useless not wanted by anyone , feels like suside is my last resort

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I'm a 20 year old guy I have a quite a few friends, I'm not good at studies, my parents hate me and remind me of my faults and discourage me a lot I've got no one to talk to and I feel like committing suside every day , I'm completely useless and got no hope for myself I'm extremely depressed and have started inflicting self damage my parents are ashamed to even talk about me to others and think that I'm a disgrace to them I have got no moral support and was trusting in myself and God, but now I Ve lost my trust and have decided to end my life soon .

I know taking here won't help me but this seems to be the only place I can express myself .

Thanks that you have read it,

See you guys in after life

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    Hi teja I'm so sorry you are going through such bad time but please dont do anyting to your self there must be a better way to overcome your problems I'm 38 and going through a really bad time my self right now I won't lie to you I have had thoughts of ending it so I could escape my torment but I can't do that to my family do please there must someone you can reach out to a friend or family member any one.

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    Hi, I know how you feel, not that I want to steal your thread but just tidying the house before I go out to the beach. Just been told half of my job is going to another office, I'm currently under the occupational health people but after this 8 weeks anything that I do wrong Tec I could have disciplinary action taken against me. I've seen this happen before it's their way of getting rid of you. Anyway you are still young talk to someone help line, Samaritans,nhs24 I assume you're in uk, even your GP. You've got your life ahead of please stop and think. X

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    Teja please don't say that you are going to end it all. You WILL  feel better. You are only young. If your parents make you feel bad or worse please talk to someone close by as well as us because we have all felt like this in our life.

    We are still here. You are still here.You DO have a puprose in your life.

    You must keep telling yourself it is all going to be alright. Please don't give up. Please. Someone my son knew killed himself aged 18 . He was ill. Mentally ill. What a waste of a life.

    ?Please try not to express your sorrow and depression by self harming. It is sad that you are thinking of doing this or done it in the past. The scars no remind you of bad times. Please do not self harm in any way. You  can be helped, there are people to help you. The depression istelling you differently but it is not true. You CAN be helped. We all can.

    Are you in the UK? If you are then please  ring the samaritans freephone number on 0116 1234. Or 111 service or an ambulane on 999 . Please keep  talking about this to someone.You are not alone.

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    My parents told me, when I was 8, that I am responsible enough and they does need to worry about me (not that they did it befor). To grow up without guidance was not easy. I made many misstakes. With 18 I moved out. Next 20 years my mother talked to me just to remind me, what a bad doughter I was. But she never did anything to make our relationship better.

    I got tired to be only one who is trying to keep this relationship alive. 3 Years ago I told her, that if I can live my life without knowing how it feels to have loving parents, they will spend rest of they lifes without loving doughter. It was worth every moment of my misery, just to see her face, when I explained her what a "great mother" she was.

    So hang in there. Time is working for you in this relationship.

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