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i feel so low and suicdal please help me

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claire2021
claire2021

im convinced i have it. i haven't got tested for it yet, but i just know it. I've done so much research on this site, while mine isnt the typical breakout, its only around the opening of vagina, it looks like rash, white ring. no blisters or sores. nothing on vulvar so far. im done for and i feel so so so stupid for letting this happen i could've avoided it.

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  • Xxfeliciasxx
    Xxfeliciasxx claire2021

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    ayeee 1 and 5 here. you are not alone girl!! i will say time heals all wounds (the herpes and the emotional pain) i got recently diagnosed in July and that first month was hard. Wasnt a minute i didnt think aboht it and i just kept blaming myself but truly nothing you can do to totally prevent contracting herpes. so many times i wouldnt hook up with people cause i was scared of STDs and i got in a monogmous relationship... and BAM hahah looking back now i should of just done them all!!! but confirming my diagnosis and starting anti-virals and taking lysine everyday.. i just feel better about the situation overall. if you have Tik Tok there are a lot of women who have a positive status that talk about everything and if you read all the comments... makes you feel less alone ❤ you will get through this and it will be easier and it is easily manageable. just gotta get through the first initial outbreak

    • claire2021
      claire2021 Xxfeliciasxx

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      sorry for the late reply, thank you so much girl! ive taken in your advice and yes, i have tiktok! it has been so helpful and it's crazy how common it is! my initial breakout was so mild i would'nt have noticed it. i don't get open sores or anything, just red marks around the opening of vagina. im gratetful it's just that as ive seen so many bad and painful cases on this website. i just need to go clinic to get it confirmed. im scared. but i know , i need to get it done. im hesitant about the antiviral bc mine is so so mild and i dont want to risk making it worse.

  • claire2021
    claire2021

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    thank you everyone who commented on my post. i appreciate the support!

    to anyone whos reading my post, i hope this will help you out you because not everyone get the classic outbreak. i hope this give you a peace if mind 😃 at least its not the worst thing to get. im grateful its just this tbh, got to count my blessing

    peace and love xx

    god bless

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