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Hi, ive had a manic episode for about a week now and last night i went out on my own, I consumed a massive amount of alcohol and gambled away £500... to top it off I ended the night by enganging in very risky activities. I have a beautiful wife at home and a beautiful 3 year old daughter,,, we also have a second child on the way. I hate myself so much, am i selfish? is it my bipolar that sends me on these intense alcohol fulled nights or is it just me? and as usually the manic stage has disappeared and has been replaced by guilt and worry. please help
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