I feel utterly worthless what should I do?
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Hi
I just feel worthless I don't know if it's just a tennage " phase" like everyone keeps telling me but I just don't see the point in living. I can't do anything. I'm socially awkward, I can't stick to a plan, hell I can't even act like my self around other people. The only use I have is if one of my friends are in trouble I can act as like a second life to help them.
My mom and dad have devorced and I just don't feel like I belong anywhere. They have both dating someone else but they don't like me. There's just always an inner voice pointing out imperfections and every compliment I get sounds like a lie. It's gotten worse when I have broken up from high school because I felt like I had a use making my friends happy ( at least tryingTo) but lately the "motor" has stopped I've got no drive to do anything. I comptemplate sucide but I won't do it because to make my Parents sad as one is already going through deppression. I just feel stuck.
Please help
Thank you
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christophe65952 Soapypebbles
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Your life sounds like a near carbon copy of mine just a four years ago
It's just a phase, life always seems sucks when your in high school or young when you get older you'll make new friends and find things you love and are passionate about
I think if your parents divorce is bothering you and also these feelings of sadness and emptiness you need to see a therapist I wish I would have back then instead of waiting there's nothing embarrassing or stupid about it
But now I'm older I've found my passions and happiness your so young that you don't yet to see what beautiful yhinhs await you like love and life trust me it gets better
I remember when I told myself all those things you feel and they were valid back then but things never stay that way I can absolutely promise you as someone five years removed from feelings nearly exactly like yours that you'll be amazed how beautiful it can all get
I'm not going to lie and say their won't be obstacles or rough days or periods but it's worth it cause the days when it's beautiful it's really worth it all trust me
If you ever need to talk I'm here and also this community as a whole
Hang in there and give yourself this time right now to heal go out and about go try out activities yoga in the park go swimming or to the moves go to acting clubs or take classes in things just try different things out this time is about you
And your parents I know things will work themselves out I have a father who went similar and he got through it and so did my mother these are just periods hard as they are they don't last that's the great thing about life bad times don't last all the time that I promise
Guest Soapypebbles
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Hum.. hi
U don't need to act like yourself, u just need to be yourself. If you can't relate, just back off for a while, be with yourself, see what makes you happy, gives even tiniest of joy,
it's normal what u're going through and its a joy that you are aware of this feeling of yours now. I know it's hard not to get an approval from your parents at your age, but maybe you should try moving on, being yourself, find the strength in you.
When it comes to suicide, i will maybe sound contradictory or radical or however it is, but what you do with your life is only your choice... And its early for suicide anyway
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don't worry, you'll find a solution, just maybe you should stop looking it from outside, look within and find joy within...
We are far from worthless, but the journey or quest can be long and hard
bye.. enjoy