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I got no one left, it just hurts to feel like no one will miss me

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victoriah05178
victoriah05178

I haven't had the best childhood, let me just skip this part blah blah.

I wanna die, but it sucks knowing about all the pain you've been through and know it will be better for the people who are hurt to get over you, I just hate it here, I started drugs now, alcoholism runs in the family which I believe I had gotten over it but the thoughts of just doing it just runs through my head and sucks to believe but I've been the only kid my whole life and the replacement for me isn't hard when your mom is pregnant what's hard is knowing that they brought you here and don't care what happens, I'll make sure to go die in a beautiful area with flowers and the sun just glowing before my death day comes near, LISTEN to people when they say they cant handle it, most people who are depressed are not likely to tell you the truth of what's going on, so if you see any signs, please please don't ignore the signs its to late to acknowledge the red flags here, my death day is my birthday June 6th, enjoy this you win B, E, D, J, A, T, you won't miss me at all which is fine but i wish you the best, mom take care of my sibling for me, i wish i was there.

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  • jan34534
    jan34534 victoriah05178

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    I am assuming that you are fairly young. Just keep in mind that this is just a short snippet of time in your life. Things change over time and I would hate to see you waste a whole lifetime.so many people with failed suicide attempts look back and say how grateful they are that they didn’t pull it off. Once they got help for what is bothering them in their life, things gradually turn around for the better.

    Life is worth fighting for. And there’s a lot of free and low cost help out there! 800-273-8255 can be called 24 seven to speak with a counselor who will listen to you. They can also provide excellent resources for you.

    feel free to talk about what is bothering you on this site. you will most likely get a lot of responses from people who are concerned for you. I am so sorry that you have had a difficult life. But giving up is such a waste., when you can actually get some great help.hang in there. We’d love to hear your story. ❤

  • Emis_Moderator
    Emis_Moderator victoriah05178

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    Hi victoriah05178,

    We note from a recent post which you have made to our forum that you may be experiencing thoughts around self-harm. If we have misinterpreted your comments then we apologise for contacting you directly. But if you are having such thoughts then please note that you are not alone in this, and there are people out there that can help.

    If you are having these suicidal thoughts then we strongly recommend you speak to someone who may be able to help. The organisations below can help you explore your options, understand your problems better, or just be there to listen. If you are having such thoughts then please do reach out to one of these organisations who will understand what you're going through and will be able to help.

    There are several helplines in the US which can help you.

    They include the Crisis Call Center on Phone: (800) 273-8255;

    Hopeline Network on Phone: (800) 422-HOPE (1-800-422-4673)

    and the National Suicide Prevention Hotline on Phone: (800) 273-TALK (1-800-273-8255).

    Please do reach out - there are many good people who can help.

    If you are in the UK:

    If you are having these suicidal thoughts then we strongly recommend you speak to someone who may be able to help. The Samaritans offer a safe space where you can talk openly about what you are going through. They can help you explore your options, understand your problems better, or just be there to listen.

    Their contact details are on our patient information leaflet here: https://patient.info/health/dealing-with-suicidal-thoughts, which also offers lots of other advice on how you can access the help you may need.

    If you are having such thoughts then please do reach out to the team at the Samaritans (or the other people detailed in our leaflet) who will understand what you're going through and will be able to help.

    For users outside of the USA/UK please have a look at this page https://www.befrienders.org/directory

    Kindest regards,

    Patient

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