I hate type 1 diabetes. How can I get motivated to want to control my health
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I hate type 1 diabetes. Absolutely hate it! I am 17 and have had it for 6 years. It basically ruins my life. No one understand my struggle (apart from my family, sort of). People think diabetes is a joke and not serious. I can't be what I have wanted to work as since a child because of my diabetes and I cry my self to sleep every night because I'm so scared of dying young because of my diabetes. In terrified. Dispite all of this worry and concern I cannot motivate my self to do regular bgls, I'm always running high and I hate the though of what it's doing to my health. But I can't motivate my self to change it
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sue21470 jess35137
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I also try to avoid too much sweet food and try to follow a healthy diet 2.
God bless kind wishes Sue
hanky jess35137
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Be strong like I have and learn to live with it as its for life
matt66 jess35137
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Taking control is all down to you I'm afraid...keep on eating healthily etc etc.
how's your social life....do you have a good circle of friends? Sometimes talking about it can help & others can support with good words if they are understanding. Maybe ask to see a psychologist...they can be helpful towards trying to break the psycological chain that you feel is tying you down.
Have a Google for diabetes support groups. It's not the best news when the doc says "forever", so just try reaching out to others in the same boat (hence starting here I guess!). It is frustrating, but chin up & try talking. Good luck buddy, there's loads of us here
bryony04526 jess35137
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krickhahnn jess35137
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I know exactly how you feel! No one can understand being 'different'. But you did a good thing coming to this forum. After my last doctor's visit my A1C was extremely high because I have been experiencing a burn out for quite some time.
You say that you can't be what you want to be/ have the job you want. How come?
I understand your struggles so so well and I'm here to tell you that it will get better. But you need to take the first step. I know it's overwhelming to try to just jump back into the routine again. So start with small steps. Don't try to punish yourself for forgetting to test. Celebrate when you do. Try to test your blood sugar every morning before eating first. And once you get into the habit of that, add before lunch. Take small steps. That's what I'm currentlly doing and seems to be working. Now, try to do the other testings too but mainly focus on one small thing.
And of course you don't need me to tell you that having an A1C that's high could lead to having other complications down the road because you've probably had all of the discussions.
Cheer up and celebrate life! You are alive! You are not alone!
I get it. A lot of people don't do their research on diabetes and they don't understand. I hate when I have to tell people that I'm diabetic. They always just give me a blank stare. Maybe because they don't understand or they are thinking: she's not fat. I find myself correcting people and teaching them about diabetes. Type one and Type two. I suggest getting out there and becoming a master of your diabetes. Then when people do have questions, you can answer.
I know that this reply has gotten long but you don't know how excited I have found another 17 year old that seems to feel that same way as I do! It would be great if you would reply to this because, you know, we can understand each other.
jess35137 krickhahnn
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My A1C is usually high, the lowest i have ever gotten it too was 8, usually I have an alright A1C one time, and then a high one the next time, i can never seem to be stable and it’s tiring!
I live in Australia and in Australia type 1 diabetics have a restricted driver’s license, so we can’t do any of the ‘blue light’ emergency jobs. Ever since a child I have always wanted to be a paramedic, but because of my diabetes I can’t be. It really really sucks!
I hope so it is a struggle and I just wish there was a cure already, and I think that’s what I get caught up on, is the fact that I haven’t yet learnt to ‘love’ my diabetes.
I will defiantly try that! Thanks heaps!
Do you have an insulin pump or do you still have injections?
Thanks for replying to my rant! Haha, it is always nice to find someone that is in the same sort of situation or feels the same way as I do. I forget there are other people out there that have the same sort of struggle as me.
krickhahnn jess35137
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xfrack jess35137
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Best wishes
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