I have been suffering for 20 plus years
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I started taking antidepressants at the age of 16. I was,at that time, having uncontrollable thought of death or ppl close to me dying. I am now age 45 and find myself having the same thoughts and fears, but much worse this time. I have said, many times, that I would never kill myself bc I believe in God and would not do that to my family, but if not for those factors, I would prob do it. God forgive me plz? It has become he'll to just get out of bed...plz can someone help me?
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mark01943 valerie44346
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You are not alone in this trust me. I think as we all get older our fears of mortality become much more prevalent, it's a real fear, and I reckon perfectly normal to feel scared etc, I know I do.
I gave had depression for quite a while, and understand how miserable it us, but, one way or another, you have managed, so you should be proud of yourself.
And don't let anybody come on here and tell you AD ars not the answer. If it works fir you it is the answer, as your the one that has to deal with stuff not anybody ekse
alexander_39124 valerie44346
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Maybe you need a lot more help and change things in your life to be more positive in yourself this is easy said.
I still also suffer with chronic nightmares for the last 12yrs and do understand what it like! I am up every night because of them and yes I also get stressed out , but also now have changed Doctors and are pushing harder for answers ?
hope you get somewhere soon, keep researching as well, good luck. Alex.
jo44371 valerie44346
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kat50 valerie44346
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alexander_39124 valerie44346
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Having depression is awful to live I have tried twice now but please do not go down that path.. I am looking for other avenues to try even you should - hypnotherapy - acupuncture ?
My days are good except if I am in a lot of pain, thought I do worry at times my life should have been better and at times I feel that I have let my wife down.
Hope it all comes good for you. Alexander.
mypills valerie44346
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Suicide is a solution but it's not the best one, Lifeline/Samaritans/Mental Health team/Church have helped me so much. I have tried 3 times and failed miserably and my family were devastated. I believe God will forgive you again and again when you are enduring such pain.
Please please talk to someone you trust. God Bless.