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I'm tired. Everyday I wake up more tired than the last with less and less motivation to do anything. Part of me just wants to curse and stop caring about everything. I'm 16 and in one of my most crucial years that can make a turning point in my life. In a pandemic that affects everything around me. I'm not sure if it's because I'm indoors everyday, but I no longer have the drive to finish any of my work despite knowing how crucial and important it is. I want to care, I want to have finish my work and I want to have the motivation to do anything. My eyelids are always heavy and I'm not even that hungry anymore. It's worrying.
I just don't. I rather sleep all forever and forget about the world around me. My eyelids are always heavy and I'm not even that hungry anymore. It's worrying but like why should I even bother? I lack the money required to seek professional help. I don't know what's wrong with me or maybe I do and I'm just in denial. It may just be my hormones screwing me over or I could very well be depressed. I just want to stop feeling like a disappointment and do something with my already pathetic life. Any advice on where to start looking for help would be appreciated, thank you.
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