I have super strange pseudo sleeping going on and semi insomnia s**t ..help!!!

BRIEF RECAP OF MY PROBLEM

when i was small till almost 12-13 i had a problem which was uncontrollable legs some random sleep not every time i slept but yeah i had this problem at least 2-4 times every month which was not a huge disorder thing i think, i think it was pretty normal at small age.

then from after some 2 years or so i started sleep walking or rather should say 'Talking' (also not  every time but yeah some times 2 to 4 times every month ), which was not a problem at large coz i thought it is normal like everyone i knew,but it lasted for an year then,

as i grew Older i started having sleep troubles ,i call them pseudo sleeping and semi -insomnia s**t,

1.)THE PSEUDO SLEEPING -started an year ago and till date .

in this problem which is not racing thoughts or anything it is different then that, trust me,

whenever i try to sleep during day time or whenever i get headache then i sleep ,

then when i fell asleep my brain wakes up (again it is not adhd or something nor it is racing thought it is something i call pseudo sleeping) and start multitasking all at the same time, like eg.

1.doing calculations

2.talking to some random guy (i talked recently )

at the same time(not really but in my sleep dream )

3.the list goes on ...

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n.doing problems (math,physics,chemistry ,and my subjects in school) that i was not able to do rather i solve my whole books in one shot in my sleep and the main point is when i wake i don't remember how i solved them ,i just solve them in sleep(without using pen paper only in mind,) 

n+1.the main thing i "EXPERIENCE REALITY eg. people around me talking (i listen everything but don't remember ),telephone ringing (reality),doorbell ringing and mom opening the gate , everytihing happening around me.

and all this s**t going on at the same time.

etc

this is what i call "PSeUDOSLEEPING" in the end when someone wakes me(my physical body) up ,i feel exhausted and my mind is"HEAVY"#R.I.P.chester

so the main aim of sleeping is not fullfilled in the end i think why i slept and what sleeping did to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2.)Pseudo Insomnia-i cant sleep till 2 in the night becoz i get super productive from 10 to 2 in night and at 2 i sleep and at 7 i wake up in the morning which is already 1 hour late .and the next day i feel demotivated and unproductive crap.

so in the end i feel i am useless piece of semiliquid s**t!!!!!!!!!

(i dont have any addiction seriously any,i  am getting useless and hopeless everyday,i cant complete my everyday tasks nomatter how much i try and,i wiln ot go to any doctor becoz i live ina small town in india  no matter you have cancer orcoldthe doctor will give you headachepills ,none i know had ever had these problems and nobody understands me and whoever i tell this to thinks i am sycho and suggests me to go to mental asylum,and the only answer they will give is that you should sleep,eat a balance diet,and blah blah blha .....bruh thats all ..

HELP ME AND lets have a discussion about this i need symapthy...

THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

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