i haven't been able to yawn in 18 years .

hi . 18 years ago i made a mistake . was young travelling the world . supposedly having fun overdrinking and taking all kinds of drugs . marijuana. ecstasy. little bit of cocaine here and there . Lsd. mushrooms etc . wasnt addicted to anything was doing this cause life was a big party to me all the time . I was just just a young backpackers travelling and experiencing . one day in australia i took some pills , lsd i think . i had a huge bad trip . something that scared me so much i tought ive lost it . i tought that was it , my mind was gone , i tought i lost all self control . it was so scared . i almost didnt sleep for 8-10 days after that . i had few bad trips in the past but nothing like that . that night was too much . since that night in mars 2000. i havent been able to yawn , at this moment my breathing changed . i know this event traumatize me , it took me few years to get back on track .i told myself ok swallow the pills you f****d up so live with it and dont complain about it. just go thru your life and try to make the best out of it. But now im tired and i want to resolve this problem . i cant breath very deep and cant yawn  . anybody ou there experience this too . or any advice . i know its probably gonna be related to anxiety . but what should i do . thank you

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