I just can't cope with stress anymore.
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I can't seem to get my finger out and just be a big girl and do something with my life. I find it difficult working, having a boyfriend and seeing friends and doing things I just want to stay hope and curl up in bed with a lifetime of food. I can't cope with work I get up at half 5 every morning and get about 2-3 hours sleep a night due to anxiety and worrying and doctors just turn a blind eye because thats what they are best at doing. My boyfriend knows and wonders why I don't talk to him about it but it's because I don't want to bother or annoy people when they have their own problems. I am very insacure I hate going out without make up now as before I wouldn't really care. I know men and woman look at me and think Im horrible looking I know I need some parts of my face fixed but it sucks I should have to feel like this I'm 23 this year I should be out enjoying my life and exploring the world but I don't want too I just want to sleep and eat if I can't cope just now how can I cope in the future. I don't take any medication and I don't get counciling it's getting to a point I want to take the medication but I am so scared I will be overweight again I dont even take the Pill or have the implant as I know I will put it all back on. Not sure what I can do because I have never really had proper help. Telling me to smile more or do something or be happy just doesnt fix it I'm afraid I wish it was easy as that.
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It is sad to read that you are so insecure about your appearance. I think counselling would be more helpful than tablets as it is a negative thought pattern. Your boyfriend loves you for who you are. It would be good if you could try and confide and talk to your boyfriend as it would help your relationship.
Ask your GP about seeing a counsellor before trying antidepressants.
The counsellor will be supportive. I know the smile and pull your socks up kind of comments from family really aren't helpful, I've had them too, but it shows they care really and they don't like to see you unhappy but just don't know what to do.