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I just need somebody to speak to about this

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james_24796
james_24796

I just feel like I’m starting to lose hope I feel like my days are just repeating and repeating. I find myself obsessively checking myself in the mirror many times a day and will often leave lesson just to go look in the mirror. Usually when I’m out with friend it isn’t as bad but when I’m at home it’s usually a lot worse. People always say I’m attractive but I just don’t see it , I just stare into the mirror and wish my face was different and that I was a normal person. Everything about my face I want to change and I find myself research plastic surgery everyday in hopes that it will make me happy.  On my days off Collage and work I usually just stay in bed listening to the same songs on repeat sometimes even the same lyrics , same YouTube videos and checking the mirror. I’m becoming more and more distant from friend and finding it hard to keep any kind of relationship up, I feel like none of my friend would understand what I’m going through . I have anxiety that all my friends are speaking about me behind my back or dislike me . I don’t even know who I am anymore I feel like I’m losing the real me. I used to love watching films and tv going for runs walks and going to party’s but every-time I go out I feel like it just gets to much for me .  I also suffer from really bad nightmares most nights and sometimes just find myself staying awake listing to the same song just to keep myself awake. 

I know there’s something wrong but I just can’t seem the break the cycle I think I need help.

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  • smooth_dweller
    smooth_dweller james_24796

    Posted

    how long's it been going on and have you tried any medication?

    • james_24796
      james_24796 smooth_dweller

      Posted

      i would say around 6 months now , ive booked to speak to my GP about it hopefully i get some medication or therapy 
  • petram
    petram james_24796

    Posted

    stop stop 

    you have friends and you rember what you where like talk to them and go to a doctor and get some help

    you are going thru big changes in life hormanal and growth personally and this confuses every one one find a photo of you when you where happy place it your pocket  things change daily as we grow i know that i see every one around me has changed but i stll am the same hieght i was when i was 15 i did not grow any more the only thing that has changed is i now have grey hair and wrinkles please start to acecpt this and you can move on

    seek heklp from some proffensional and they can help you on a more personal level we are all unquie and know one is sthe same if that was the case we would not be individuals  and you are one of a kind .

    stay true to you and know one else be strong 

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