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I have had to write this post as I feel so sad today. I just don't want to feel like this but don't know how I feel any better. Please help? Despite trying all I can I feel so broken by what I've been told. It may not seem much but after being told by family that sweeping my rape under the carpet, I now discover through counselling and my doctor today that this has buggered my next part of life.i am devastated. I can't have kids naturally, failed IVF and now feel I failed it all, my whole life. My whole life has been geared around having kids. What's the point in now living? I just feel as low as I can. No children no hope no life. I should have been taken 5 years back not my dad. Where do I turn, who will help? The only thing you get off the doctors is ' we'll put you on antidepressants' what for a family that couldn't or wouldn't cope or want to and upset through what a rape has done, well 2, as I was made to take the morning after pill too, just to again please someone else. I need your help - does anyone know a decent technique I can use to turn off flashbacks? Please these things are more scary than anything! Sorry for the rant but the last question is the most important bit for people on here.
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