I know have depression and its getting worse
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I feel like I'm trapped in my own life. Everybody I've either loved or cared about has walked out on me. My dad didn't want me, my mom only kept me around for child support checks & tax refunds. My 2 brothers treated me like a chore and always told me because I had a different dad then them I didn't matter. I never had luck with girls. I'm 34 no friends and worst of all a virgin. I feel like not getting out of bed anymore, that I'm trash. Some nights I just cry knowing I'll never have sex or have friends. What did I do in life that was so horrible to deserve a s****y family and nobody that loves me. I keep thinking if I died nobody would give a s**t.
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gary78460 rob1983
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Adldiane rob1983
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deb87510 rob1983
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wayne1962 rob1983
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Hi Rob - no wonder you are feeling like you are. Your life has been built on rejection. We can't change what has happened and how others behave. We only have control over ourselves. You need help. Call the doctor and make an appointment to discuss how you are feeling. Medications may be prescribed. They will take 3-8 weeks to work and are a tool used to help balance your mood. Tell the doc that you have had a poor start in life and it has affected who you are now. A referral should be supplied for a counsellor/therapist or psychologist where you can discuss things deeply in a safe environment, learn about yourself. coping skills and how to recognise and deal with any triggers. It will take time but will be well worth the effort. It's time to wrest control of your life from those who have crippled you. Take their power away. Become the self sufficient, confident, productive human being you were born to be. It won't be easy - but it will get easier. Meanwhile we are always here to talk. We know how you feel.
deb87510 rob1983
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