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Was born in very demanding family, an aristocrate if u may say. Family priority is always name, reputation,name, reputation. Fast forward..i succeed in most of the demanded. Studies excellently, double masters double degree and stuffs. Family support to venture into business but as yoing boy i failed. Family first cut of support and so called i lived in exile as i shame family. Married failed as wife sees i m not anymore rich. Took son and didnt give sharing. Hardly ever ablr to see sin. Somehow out of nowhere i become rich..this time fully on my own. Family now down. Business collapses. I came back to help family as i m now the only hope. Remarried again to a foriegn political family, a powerful and wealthy so to speak. I have now double demanded expectations. From own family and wife. Luck turn back again from me now in worst situation. Business collapses..again. Debts mountained. To make its worst friends introduce to gambling so called to get easy money. Problems deepens. I m now failed both parents and own family. Family start giving biggest pressure because failure in debts means family name tarnished. Wife now no longer talk nicely as i cant provided 20k bags or first class travels. I dont see any road or future paths. i m failing and falling day by day. Wife says i m failing as husband and father..i got new son. Dad says i m a fail son. I have no one to talk or discuse because no want want to hear. Friends all gone. Those who i have helps become millionaires also ran because i have lost privillage. I really at dead end. If i dead family will get millions from my high insurance but my religion dont allows suicide..its straight highway to hell. Sorry to put so much here as i really cant talk to anyone. I do not know what to think to hope or to do. I m fighting everyday to provide to my family and to take care reputation but i afraid i cant much more. I m 39 so not young to hope much more. I do not care about me at all but i dont want family to suffer because of my failure. Its only me to blamed. Tq people for listening.
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