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Hi I'm sebastian I play high level ice hockey and I go to a school for half a day to train. I'm very good at ice hockey and i enjoy it but I feel like I physically need a brake. But on top of that my grades have dropped I don't know why. I used to be a 90% student now I'm below 80%. Even though I explained at my sport I'm constantly being told to lose 20 pounds to be at my ideal weight. But no matter how much I try it just can't for some reason. I've also been diagnosed with herpes and I've never made serial interaction with a girl. And also I've never made interaction with myself. I just don't get it and right now I'm scared to tell my parents because I'm scared of what they'll think of me. I've had suicidal thoughts but I've never tried to come through because I think of the people who would miss me and I imagine them crying. Even though this is problems that can be fixed I can't find a way to fix it myself and it bothers me dearly inside. I am able to interact with friends at school and around the hockey rink but I just feel like there is a deep secret inside of me I need help
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