I'm 17 and have unprescribed citalopram, HELP?
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Hey,
reading this headline you must've been like wtf, its obvious. Just dont take them.
However, i'll explain myself.
I'm 17 and feel sucidial, depressed and at times i have self harmed, i try to restrict what i eat so that it gives me something to concentrate on but often fails due to ridiculous targets, and have been this way for a long time.
I can't talk to parents or friends.
I tried to tell my doctor just once, but she didnt really get the jist or the depth of it because im quite shy and i was scared about telling her.
So i find some citalopram 40mg, in date obviously, i think they were my brothers gf or something.
And i really dont want to face telling the doctors how i feel tbh.
So im cosidering taking these tablets, maybe just half a tablet a day as seen as most of you on here dont take such a high dose.
I'm sure it'll help, but im a little sceptical for obvious reasons.
maybe i'll just try a few weeks and see how it goes.
I'm sure apart from the obvious side effects, it wont do any damage.
Any advice would be helpfull.
Thanks alot
Steph xx
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Marie81
Posted
I would advise you go back to you GP and stress how ill you are and get the right help for you if the GP wont help you try an NHS walk in centre.
I do hope you get the help you need, but please dont take these pills.
Marie
Guest
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Don't bother with them. Chances are they'll be more hassle than they're worth, especially at your age. I'm not being patronising, just honest, cos I kinda know how you feel.
That said; eveyone is different, some meds (even cit) might work for you. But only if you do them as prescribed - you may need additional meds/therapies as well (or none at all). Please talk to pros, even over a phone if you are shy. Take care honey.
Love, Adsee
shadow
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Stiltman
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The advice is unequivocal. Do not take the drugs.
Any Antidepressant should only be taken when properly prescribed by your GP. Not only might you suffer side effects from the pills, like nausea or headaches, they can, in the short term, actually increase suicidal ideation (thoughts of killing yourself).
In short, they may actually make you feel worse.
You need to talk to your GP or a medical professional. If you are scared or frightened to express yourself, is there a family member or a close friend that could go with you to explain?
You have an illness that needs proper medical care and support. Please, do, go and get exactly that.
Kind regards.
mlh
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Please do not take the tablets, i'm on a low dosage of 10mg and the side effects were just as bad as someone on 40mg.
The advise about writing your feelings and thoughts down for your dr are spot on. As someone said earlier they don't start to work straight away.
It took 4-6 weeks for mine to kick in.
Take care and please see your gp
michele x
Guest
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Thanks for everyones replies, really appreciated.
I know really what i should do, and these pills aren't the answer.
Saying this, i took them for the past 2 days just to test the water, and i seem fine, maybe a little happier than usual.
However, i am going to throw the pills away.
I am not stupid, and if my mother found out i think she'd be devestated.
I cannot talk to a close friend or parent, but i'll be fine.
I really cant see a doctor, i am too shy and i feel like such a fraud, people get cancer and stuff and feeling a little depressed, is the least of anyones worries.
Maybe its just a late teenage thing or something and hopefully pass over in time...
Thanks again.
Steph
x
shadow
Posted
PM me if u want.
shadow
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PM me if u want.
Guest
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Yes i think your right, i think i'll phone someone or something.
And my mum would start blaming herself and stuff and i really cant be dealing with stuff like that, i dont want to upset her.
But really, thankyou so much.
I'll let you know how i get on.
Steph.
x
shadow
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mlh
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Well the reason i'm on these tablets is because my dad was diagnosed with cancer again early this year.
For the past 4 years our family have pulled together and supported my dad. My mum has been amazin and i wouldn't have been able to get through it without my amazing husband and kids.
Anyway i'm gabbing on as usual
what i'm tryin to say is that everyone is important, wether you've got depression, cancer or like me panic attacks and anxiety.
Look after yourself
michele x