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I'm in a bit of a struggle here. I'm currently 21 and still a virgin, it's depressing and has me really low because I also have never had a girlfriend or ever been with someone. I want to learn and experience sex for the first time but I want it to be with someone I love and care for so much instead of just a temporary hi and by kind of thing. I do masturbate to have some sort of experience and relief, but honestly I want a partner. I know this is a silly thing to be down about but lately it has been frustrating me. I'm still waiting for the right girl to be with, a lot of people have been saying to have sex and meet a random girl to just get it off my head and over with. But in my heart that's not for me, Its just very odd to do that cause I feel it will ruin me. I'm just starting to be introduced to these new feelings, I have just recently been stood up into thinking I was getting somewhere in a long distance. And also my first time with sex hopefully but I everything went downhill soon. It always crosses my mind everyday and I don't know how to deal with it, but I also don't want to rush this. I do not know what kind of response I will get back from some of you but maybe one of you have felt what I am rightnow.
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