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Hi, I hope everyone else is ok. I'm eventually back - dead phone, dead internet, kidney infection really ill health. It's been a few weeks but all so different now. After waiting over 2 years my ivf may be cancelled. After all we've been through I'm devastated - all because my stupid doctors didn't spot or treat kidney problem sooner. There mustn't be a God. I do everything everyone else asks for this. I'm just despondent, people who know me on here know what I went through to get to this stage. A week before ivf, after been assaulted and losing my dad etc. I sometimes wonder if life is a sick joke, well I don't see the joke all I see is heartache. I'm sorry for those people who have really serious problems but this is mine today. I feel like jumping, then I'll be with my dad and won't have to face any more misery. That's all.
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