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I am a grown man and I'm very depressed about my Klinefelter diagnosis. i got tested for it and the test result came up negative. i do NOT have klinefelters. I do not understand!? how can this be? I match every symptom! I have the all the behavioral problems like learning disability, problems with english and math, language processing disorder, adhd, developmental delays, socially awkward, poor social skills even though i am very friendly. i have all the physical problems like osteoporosis, high myopia, impaired motor skills, poor muscle tone (i cannot lift over 35lbs), taller than average, and gynocamastia. I also had delayed puberty. I saw the first signs about 2 months before turning 17. I also suffer from incomplete puberty as well. I have very little body hair, arm hair, leg hair, and facial hair. My facial hair is so little it is often mistaken for dirt. I have also NEVER shaved my face. I only have a tiny bit of pubic and armpit hair. My voice never changed, instead it got deeper gradually. Even though I am an adult male and have been for many years people still think i am a 15 year old boy. I have very small testicles and my penis is less than 2 inches. i rarely get erections and i have never had a "wet dream". i also have 0 sex drive. although i am attracted to females, i am not attracted to them sexually. i am a virgin and want to be like that lifelong. i like hangin out with girls that are 10-13 years old better than grown women because it seems like all grown women want are romance and sex which i do not feel either. I understand i am a grown man so i cannot be in a physical relationship with a 10 11 12 or 13 year old girl but i dont desire a physical relationship with anyone. i like hangin around with girls but i dont want to talk about romance or fashion, i wanna talk about gaming, movies, youtube but i cannot find a grown woman that wants to chat about these things they only want ROMANCE! The only symptom of Klinefelters that I do not have is the antisocial behavior. I am a VERY friendly person and make friends easily. I am socailly awkward and i do have poor social skills but i love making friends and I cannot get enough social interaction. When i was little my parents tested me for aspergers but that came up negative and thats totally unlike me. I am the opposite of aspergers people. I have low ambition and low motivation, i dont have a problem with eye contact, i am very very friendly, i do NOT excel at english or math, i am not "obsessed with anything", i dont care for repitition, i can read social cues just fine, and i do not have a superior IQ. I do like to talk about myself a lot though and sometimes struggle with back and forth conversation but I dont freeze up. I am also a very easy going guy, and happy most of the time and i have got a tremendous patience level but i got very depressed when i found iout i did NOT have Klinefelters. i always knew there was something different about me and something that made me act like a much younger child and something that made it hard for me to play sports and learn at age level but when i was about 11 i heard of Klinefelter syndrome and all these years ive been so confident. I was overjoyed to finally get the medical treatment to pay for my diagnosis and while i was waiting to hear back from the doctors i planned to be a HUUUUUGE supporter for Klinefelter syndrome but when i got the letter that said I did not have it and my chromosome type was 46, XY i was so disappointed that i was not a Klinefelter man and what i had assumed all these years was wrong and there is something else wrong with me. If it is not Klinefelter Syndrome what could it be?
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