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First of all, I apologize for spelling errors. I am a 37-year-old Hungarian man. I use more than 700mg tramadol / day. I had testicular cancer and Sudeck syndrome, the doctors were unable to help. 320mg morphine they gave me, because I sometimes screamed in pain. When I got better, they were replaced the morphine to tramadol I gave first time 1200mg after 1000mg. I'm using 750 or up to 900 mg / day. Unfortunately, the doctor told me that maybe I can not put down the tramadol never because i have regional pain syndrome, and many another pain. I live in England a year ago and happens to run out of my medications. I just go everywhere, walkin center, hospital, pharmacy and I see the terrified glances everywhere. I am ashamed that I have to use this pain killer, I am ashamed that I am an addict. Sometimes I think about a lot of bad things. I tried to stop, but came to the withdrawal symptoms and the pain and I'm a strong man but I cry like a child. I do not know that I really need this drug. And if I need it who can give,If I would like to reduce who can help me cause I have GP but the doctors dont like to help about tramadol. I am confused. I would like to die. I feel people here are very strong and I admire theirs struggle. I failed. I just hope you understand me...Im sorry about my english.
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That's about the dosage I was on for about 3-4 years. As other's say it's best to taper slow. Tramadol withdrawal seems to come with a lot of added anxiety & emotional discomfort which makes the opiate withdrawal symptoms almost impossible to handle. What worked best for me was to get on an SSRI antidepressant as I taperred down the Tramadol. Taking Kratom also helped but that can become addictive in itself. I'm not sure if it's legal there as it is in the US. With Kratom, at least you're not having to deal with doctors who most times want nothing to do addicts.
Other than those suggestions, what helped me with withdrawal was:
Stay hydrated
Hot baths
Comfortable chairs
Someone to help me taper
People to talk to
Movies for those long nights
Stay as active as you can
Keep your mind someone other than your discomfort
Vitamin supplements, potassium, magnesium, B6
God & prayer
Remember the search for an easier solution just keeps you stuck
Face the pain
Don't do it alone
One minute at a time, one day at a time
Sex
Massage
Be patient with yourself
Don't trust your feelings
A comfortable bed
This too shall pass
I can do all things thru God who strengthens me
A good doctor
Kleenex
Don't eat anything that's hard to digest
Ativan
Friends & family
Honesty
Hydration, pottasium, hot baths, massage help with RLS
Give someone else control over your supply
get a pill cutter
stretching & yoga
A medical detox if it's available. Keep in mind the struggle is not over after a medical detow. You will still have any insane sleepless nights.
Excecise
Also keep in mind that drugs intended to make you sleep, will most likely only make the sleepless night MORE INSANE. It's just makes the need to sleep stronger, and the inability to sleep more insane.
No one ever died from lack of sleep, so I've been told.
Get some sun, don't hide in a cave.
Again, most of all, BE PATIENT
People do care, & youre not alone, we understand.
Know those negative thoughts & feelings are not real. You're body screams out like a spoiled child, and your mind is acting the same.
look at the Tramadol like a poison & not your best friend
It's a grieving process & it has the same stages. It is like the loss of a best friend, but you're going t be better off on the other side after having been through it. You'll have an increased capacity to love others as you can relate to their pain. Let the pain hit and don't run from it. Pain seems to carve out a place in your heart that ends up increasing your capacity to love others.
You can do it, just be patient, and don't try to do it all alone.
Carl
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