I'm extremely tired
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After a paracetamol overdoes, I think I killed my mucus completely. I make no/ to little mucus. I do not know how to increase/repair this if possible.... I'm extremely tired, I barely eat. I can pee fine, bowel movements are alot harder to do. I do it sometimes but it extremely hurts. I was at my doctor last week for my throat being extremely sore and I will most likely go again... I'm so so so so tired, I wish I was really dead. My family keep saying I'll improve, my throat has red streaking lines, my dry eye doesn't bother me as much because of my new issue...... I regret my choice everyday. I'm expected to get a job, I can barely eat or drink. Can someone please help me? I'm extremely tired that sleep I love to avoid the more pain. I kinda don't want to eat or drink no more and just die.... I'm really really tired. I wish I could reverse time. My liver is fine, I'm getting bloods on wednesday. But I'm so tired of my body not making enough mucus to relieve me at all. I'm now on the verge of I wish someone would take my life a way because of my mistake. Before life was alot more bearable and now I messed it up even more! I'm really tired, everyone says it will improve but I'm not exactly believing it. Is there ANYTHING, I can do to make my life a little more bearable? I think I will need a ENT specialist for my throat. I didn't to to a hospital last week for the fact being- no one could take me I shouldve went myself. I don't know what to do with myself now.. everyone hates me complaining about my newwer issues. Chewing gum/sore throat sweets/the numbing spray help the tiniest amount. Please help me I'm so damn tired of waking up now in pain!!!! I'm suppose to go back on setraline and my body will some how return to "normal" in time. Will this EVER HAPPEN? I'm starting to loose Faith, hope, energy and time. I'm lucky to be alive but I'm so tired. I wish angels would or someone take my soul from this pain.... Please suggest something. I cannot enjoy life anymore. I'm barely keeping myself clean. I look up online how to repair mucus but no help. Can my body repair damaged mucus linning? Should or can I be positive about my outlook? I would trade anything to be more normal again.... Please help I'm really desperate.
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shaz6098 natalie_ma69301
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Hi Natalie,
Maybe you would find it helpful to talk to a Mental Health professional. You haven't indicated with country you are in? If you are in the UK, could you not ask your GP what support is in place? Of maybe contact your local Community Mental Health Team?
When you say you are expected to get a job, do you think that you should not have to work? Maybe doing a course or two that will help with your employment options then look for a job. You may be surprised as having a job might help your situation.
Good luck - Shaz
natalie_ma69301 shaz6098
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I'm on a list for pyschriastic help. I've been on it before and yes I don't think I can work due to the damage. Hmm maybe I'm not sure if I'm honest.