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I'm really struggling tonight, i've been crying for the last 2 hours. I'm finding it too much to keep trying so hard to be better. I have felt fine for a few weeks and i felt fine today, then suddenly tonight i don't know what has happened, i've fallen down again. I think i've just been trying to be positive and trick myself into thinking that i was getting better, i really did believe i'd seen the end of it.
I'm just so scared now that depression is going to be my life forever, i tried to let if not worry me me, and i thought i was fine with it, but i'm not and it scares me that i might never be the way i used to be.
I'm sorry to come on here and spill my problems, it has all just built up inside me.
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