I'm having a very bad day
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I'm having a bad day. I am so fed up with this crap, I just know what else to do. I don't want to take any meds and I just keep trying to let it heal itself.
I was blow drying my hair this morning, when I tilted my head and yup the floor dropped and i felt weird. I noticed yesterday when in the shower, I was fine while shaving my legs but as soon as i stood up straight I felt like I was bouncing all over, and rinsing off I felt like the tub felt weird under my feet. So today, it back with a vengence, I feel like I;m dropping when i;m standing or sitting. My head feels like it swimming, I've had muscle pain down the left side of my neck, my head is hurting some in the back where the neck and skull meet and on the top. This morning i also felt weak in the legs and arms, I also feel like I'm getting a flu, you know how everything feel sore and weak. I feel off totally.
I'm so tired of how this changes, from one kind of dizzy sensation to another, one day its falling, then rocking, then floating, leaning, now its this. None of it make sense. Be fine for a few days, then back to crap and depressed. I took a xanax a bit ago to see if it would help.
How can there be so much to this disorder? Just doesn't make sense.
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kev76338 patty818
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Hi patty I inow exactly how you feel but trust me I've been living this nightmare since October last year but you do need medication it's not going to go away on its own get yourself to the doctors and start getting yourself better. Can I ask how old you are. ??
patty818 kev76338
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Hi Kev
Ihave had this for 13 months, I do get good days, about 3-4 a week. I'm 54. I have been doing vRT which is helpig, but I think when the bad hit, you forget about the good. When you feel bad its just bad and the anxiety is no help. I'm afraid of the eds, every time I try a med of any kind Ihave some reaction, so I just gave up. They gave me nortriptyline, but I'm afraid of it, its in the same family as amitriptyline which I took and had a vrey bad reaction.
Do you take meds? What meds? How lone have you had this?
kev76338 patty818
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Hi patty,I'm 51 and I've had this since October 17 last year I've been diagnosed with aquired nystagmus with osciliopsia and ballade problems meds I take 2,400 mg gabepentin 75mg clopidogral antrovastatin and about 8-10 paracetamol a day I've seen everyone at Northampton general hospital and a professor in Leicester royal infirmary but now been discharged from Leicester and now waiting to c the neurologist again at Northampton general hospital they r now saying untill they can find the cause they can't treat it. 😃
Sukey421 patty818
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paula59 patty818
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It's the excess electricity in the brain stem. Whatever it crosses those are the symptoms you get. You need to decrease the electricity so I doubt it will heal itself. Botox and gabapentin work for me. You need to find the right medication.
kev76338 paula59
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elizabeth36542 patty818
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Hi Patty,
Sorry to hear that you are having such a bad day. I find it amazing how different each of our symptoms are and all due to vertigo. Hang in there. Don't give up. Insist on trying different medications. I have been dealing with this since last September - three days before we were heading out on a three week hiking vacation. Needless to say that trip didn't happen. Eleven months later I am finally feeling like my old self. I had days like you are having. On more than one occasion I found myself sobbing in the shower. It wa so bad I had to hold onto the shower walls to wash my hair. I have done VT daily (5 sets a day) for months on end. I do a lot of walking and even got to do a lot of hiking over the winter. And now, for the past two months I've gotten back to cycling. Everything activity you do will help. Unfortunately there isn't a clear path for us, we have to do it by trying until we find it. just keep trying.
patty818 elizabeth36542
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Hi Elizabeth
Thanks for replying. It sounds like your doing better, that's great.
Are you on meds? I'm still struggling with taking meds. I don't won't to, to many side effects.
What I can't get used to is that things csn be going good for a few days then it just returns, then it's back to wondering and depression, worry about how long it will last. I am thankful for the goods day. I did finally take a half a Xanax to calm down my anxiety and that has helped.
lisa31160 elizabeth36542
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Hi Elizabeth,
wer you dong VT vision therapy or VRT, vestibular Rehab therapy with a physical therapist? Could you share some of your exercises? Thank you! It's great your feeling back to normal! Thus started for me last September as well. I've been on Zoloft for a couple of months and doing some VRT and it has gotten better but not back to normal yet!
elizabeth36542 patty818
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Hi Patty,
I have been on amitriptyline for a couple of years now, originally put on due to 'silent' migraines. No pain with my silent migraines (I also get migraines with pain), but lots of head fog, tinnitus in the form of a very low level droning that would last up to 3-4 weeks at a time. I haven't had an episode of that for a year and a half and now, but my dr wants me to stay on it for this vertigo issue. My vertigo and balance issue is due to vestibular neuritis I had last September, it destroyed 83% of my balance on my right side.
I understand about good days and then going backwards, that has happend numerous times over the past 11 monts. Do what you need to do to get through each day.
elizabeth36542 lisa31160
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Hi Lisa,
I was working with a Vertigo Therapist. She started me doing vestibular rehabilitation. My first exercise was for Gaze Stabilization. While looking at an object move your head back and forth or up and down. Another one you hold an object and move your hand up and down, vertically or back and forth and follow it with your eyes. To make it more difficult you can move your head in the opposite direction of your hand. Another exercise was to look at an object and sway from side to side and back and forth. The next exercises were to walk down the hall and while walking move your head up and down, vertically and back and forth. Once I was able to do those I would stand on one leg with my eyes closed, and then to make it more difficult I would stand on a sofa cushion. I would do 5 sets of these each day – taking about a half hour each session. I wouldn’t be doing them all, but rather moving on to the more difficult ones once I was able to do the easier ones. I'm sure my dog thought I was completely crazy! lol
I also get benign paroxysmal positional vertigo, so I am very careful when looking up or making sudden movements. I hadn’t had this before my vestibular neuritis last September.
I did lots and lots of research on the internet and read everything I could find, I think I was pretty lucky that I found a Vertigo Therapist so quickly and started exercising about a month after the vestibular neuritis happened. It’s been a long road, but it’s getting better and better. I think the key is that you have to keep moving, the more you exercise the better it is…for me anyway. I know each of us have different issues and causes.
debbie82116 patty818
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I can TOTALLY relate to everything you have said. I had every symptom you have. Please believe me....it WILL get better!! You have to be very patient and stay calm. If you let anxiety take over, you will find it gets worse. That is why you have good and bad days...as well...your brain is working hard to compensate for a vestibular loss in one of your inner ears.
I took the mildest form of anti anxiety meds called ativan...but only when i needed it. It helped me through the difficult days.
Hang in there!
Debbie
patty818 debbie82116
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Hi Debbie
Thank you for what you said. Most days when I feel dizzy or off balance I keep the anxiety in check. I think it's when the sensation changes I get anxiety. Do your sensations change? May I ask what symptoms you have and how your dizziness feels?
So you don't take daily meds either? I take the Xanax when it gets bad like today, at least it stops the anxiety which dies allow the feelings to become less noticeable.
What other things are you doing to help? How long have had this?
debbie82116 patty818
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My last bout lasted 4 months. I felt all kinds of sensations...each day was a mystery in terms of what i would feel after getting up in the morning....sometimes i would have swaying, other times it felt like someone was pushing me forward. Other days, it was impossible to look up or down or side to side. I felt drunk most days with a cotton head....like in a fog. And i did feel achy too very often...like i had the flu. It was nasty cuz you never knew what the next day would bring or why!!! It drove me crazy!
I didnt take meds every day during my second bout but the first time i had it, i did. It lasted 2 years. I took anti depressants.
I did vestibular rehab and it helped me a lot. I saw a therapist for my anxiety. I went for massage and i quit my job so i could concentrate on getting better. I went for a walk every day even though i had to hold onto someone.
Debbie
Sukey421 patty818
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So what exactly is the diagnosis??!!
Or at they all different I'm dying to know what is going on with me.
It started with dizziness & nausea and tinnutits then is went to where my balance is sooo bad I'm using a cane or walker plus my speech is slurred and I'm stuttering!!!! Wth?????
Starting to get really concerned, have a CT sheduled for Monday in the mean time having anxiety and taking the meds they prescribed.
Sorry for the melt down but I jut want to know what it is . 😩