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I'm in so much pain

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jammydogger
jammydogger

Please god make it stop I can't do this anymore. It's too hard to wake up everyday in so much pain. I woke up today so low and I can't stop crying. I'm in bed thinking if I am have the courage to slit my wrist and end it. I just wanna scream I'm so tired of the suffering. I've lost all hope......what's left

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  • sue45192
    sue45192 jammydogger

    Posted

    You need to speak to someone now - is there anyone with you?

    I have been waking up very similar for the last 3 weeks. Get support. Have you seen a dr? Try if you can just get out of bed and have a wash and something to eat. I have just done that and feel slightly better

  • patricia44773
    patricia44773 jammydogger

    Posted

    There is ALWAYS hope.  Act now and get the help you desperately need, phone the Samaritans, do something other than lay there, please.

    Do it for everyone who cares about you....including me.

    Pat

  • jammydogger
    jammydogger

    Posted

    I've been told to go to A&E and see the crisis team. I don't know that I want help. It means more pain and in the state I'm in they'll probably keep me there. I don't know that I want to be in hospital. I'm in my bed with a knife and some amitriptyline which will make me too woozy to change my mind. I won't live another day like this
    • patricia44773
      patricia44773 jammydogger

      Posted

      You MUST go to A&E, any other options are not possible.  Go now and let us know how it goes....I will be waiting.

      Pat

  • ross97360
    ross97360 jammydogger

    Posted

    You must not give in to depression otherwise it will win i have suffered for years now and the amount of times i have either overdosed  or even tried to walk in front of traffic I wont let it win you owe it to your self. What medications are you on and what help have you had up to now, Only you can win this do it for your self.

     

  • jammydogger
    jammydogger

    Posted

    I'm scared but I'm ready to let go now. If you believe in God say a prayer for that he forgives me because I couldn't be strong anymore.
    • ross97360
      ross97360 jammydogger

      Posted

      Me i am no believer in god but i believe in me and you must believe in you im sure your suffering so much but we get one shot at life and its too precious to let go please call some one  go to the hospital or chat to someone like me we all want to let go sometimes i suffer clinical depression it will always be with me but i keep fighting and you have to also . I am here for you.

       

  • kerry44823
    kerry44823 jammydogger

    Posted

    Please let one of us help I know it's hard and life is dark but you must get help am fighting every day to get better and have felt like giving up lots of times but am not going to  give up . am facing my demonds it's hard really hard but things have to get better and I must believe it and so must you together we can do this please let's do it together x
  • ross97360
    ross97360 jammydogger

    Posted

    We are here to help you we all have the same feelings you must not hurt yourself anymore than you hurt now. Think of those you leave behind wondering why, please  seek help urgently or come and chat to one of us x

     

    • deirdre._03652
      deirdre._03652 ross97360

      Posted

      Dear Ross as every otheR post has said to you.......please, please, please get help now......we have all been. THERE in that terrible, terrible. Place of hopelessness....and come through it with some certainty that things we face in life will!! Get better....in the meantime, try to talk to someone NOW, AND GO THE CASUALTY DEPT NOW...WE WILL HAVE YOU IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND BIG WARM HUGS ALSO.....

      remember, you are worth as MUCH AS EVERYONE....with sincere AND LOVELY,THOUGHTS TO YOU...DEIRDRE XXX

  • deirdre._03652
    deirdre._03652 jammydogger

    Posted

    HI SO SORRY. That post should have gone to jammydodger...

    My apologies once again many thanks to you ....DEIRDRE XXX

  • sarah46408
    sarah46408 jammydogger

    Posted

    What's left is the rest of your life and it WILL get better. I recall being in a pit of hell certainly twice, not seeing anyway of getting back out of that pit - but I did crawl out on my hands and knees and stood back up and saw the sun shining again.

    It's so hard, painfully difficult, almost impossible to see this as you are feeling now, but PLEASE talk to your GP and ask for support. They can refer you to all the right medical professionals and support groups, which will guide you into what to do next. My very best wishes for you :-)

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