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It's been months since I started my new job twelve hour shifts ,four days one week five the next. With that I also have had no contact with any friends or family in the process . I don't know why , it's not like my personality changed then . Now I'm lacking empathy for others ,feeling like a ghost that no one notices. Before I'd give anyone the shirt off my back and now I wouldn't give anyone a lint covered dime. I'm just going through the motions work , sleep , work and sleep and even at work I'm treated like I don't exist. Then out of the blue my sister texts me saying we have a long lost cousin and I just don't care. I don't care about anyone anymore even deaths in the family didn't phase me and I don't understand why. I wanted for so long to be treated like I was a person and now I suppose I just long for death. It has to be better than not really living and being looked at as an appliance like a vacuum or Washing machine.
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