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ive been clinically depressed since 4th grade. im a junior in high school now, and i stopped taking my medication about a year ago. ive been an using medical marijuana for the past 6 months, but had to stop due to my parents finding out about a week ago. in the past week, ive had multiple breakdowns and panic attacks every day, i cant even go to school anymore because if i do, ill spend most of the day sobbing in the bathroom, i have random moments of anger where i throw things or drive really fast if im in the car, and on friday, i began writing a suicide note at school while crying in the bathroom but i have no memory of doing this. i found the note in my jacket pocket later that day. my parents know all of this is going on, minus the note, but im starting to become scared of myself. i feel like im not in control of my body anymore. i feel like i should be in a psychiatric hospital but every time my parents have brought it up i just become enraged. i see a therapist regularly, but im starting to think thats not enough. im not asking for a diagnosis, i just need to be pointed in the right direction
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