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I'm not sure what is exactly happening to my mind and body but I feel pain, stress and etc

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mohammmed81229
mohammmed81229

Back in March, I used to play video games with my friends, hang out with my family, day dream with great fantasy and sci fi story lines mixed with anime and so on. In other words, my life was great..until one day. You see..I had a sensation in my legs which I thought that they were obsessions since that they're somehow linked with my thoughts about abstract things like my dream, fears and so on. For example, I had a thought that I would never dream again which causes pain in my leg, and I would never be able to dream normally without this pain in my leg. I don't know if it's anxiety or not, but I feel like they are considering that if I managed to fall asleep my legs would get so painful and feeling extreme fear afterwards, especially the feeling in my stomach. Now, it seems that I've been playing around with my mind trying to find some kind of solution, but I dug deeper I've began playing with my feelings to a point that I'm no longer experiencing feelings naturally but rather something that I played around with. Can this be a real case? If so then what is it? Is it fear that caused all of this? I'm not living my life like any normal person and I'm very afraid that I had tampered with things that I shouldn't have. Please, help.

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  • AlexandriaGizmo
    AlexandriaGizmo mohammmed81229

    Posted

    I have just done a long post and lost it, so here's the short version, you do not have HIV, you want believe me though if you don't believe the test, your parents or your GP, squashing a mosquito also want give it you, so either get on with your life or decide your going to spend it thinking you have a catastrophic disease, because trust me if you finally get past HIV I wouldn't be surprised if you don't envisage something else.

    So your choice finally be happy and except the no HIV scenario or ruin your life.

    I hope you choose to have a good life

  • mohammmed81229
    mohammmed81229

    Posted

    Um..are you lost or something? I was telling you that my leg hurts really bad whenever a new thought pops up or trying to day dream or something. What is it?
    • AlexandriaGizmo
      AlexandriaGizmo mohammmed81229

      Posted

      Really sorry Mohammad I did a reply for a young man and it dissapeared, I was a bit cross so did another shorter version and cut and pasted it, low and behold I put it on the wrong thread, yep seems I got lost, what can I say, I will read your thread and see if I can comment
  • AlexandriaGizmo
    AlexandriaGizmo mohammmed81229

    Posted

    Hi I am presuming that your relatively young, I would love to be able to tell you that I know what's going on with you but I don't, well not completely, I think maybe because of playing on computer games a lot you could have warped your sense of prospective, have you visited your GP or talked to your Mum/Dad

    • mohammmed81229
      mohammmed81229 AlexandriaGizmo

      Posted

      I'm just 27 years old though..I don't know whether or not I've destroyed my mind. I mean..like, right now, I'm feeling like my mouth is on fire or something but I don't know what it is, and I had never felt this sensation before in my life. Do I have psychosis or something? It's scary really. I mean, I wish that I can go back to the way I was. I really hate this so much.

    • AlexandriaGizmo
      AlexandriaGizmo mohammmed81229

      Posted

      Hi Mohamed no I don't think you have destroyed your mind at all.

      You are suffering with mental health problems and it's something you can overcome I'm sure, have you seen anyone regarding this just to rule out a physical problem?? It's a Sharp reminder that we are not invincible neither in body or mind. Make sure you haven't burnt your mouth with anything you have eaten or drank

    • mohammmed81229
      mohammmed81229 AlexandriaGizmo

      Posted

      I haven't..but such feeling occur to me every now and then. I mean, when I try to watch something, my left leg hurts and I get a strange feeling of fear. I mean, when I try to get to sleep, such thoughts resurface as something scary..I'm scared.

    • AlexandriaGizmo
      AlexandriaGizmo mohammmed81229

      Posted

      After reading your reply to me and to Bibby I am more than sure that you are not having psychotic episodes, I personally think your having panic attacks, you need to go and see someone to maybe be sent for some form of therapy, even maybe some Meds to help you get over this episode.

      Please remember that the thought's your having are because you are unhappy and can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, hang in there

  • bibby86013
    bibby86013 mohammmed81229

    Posted

    We often tend to over analyse things and get caught up in them whether its due to stress we seek answers , with fear we seek safety and reassurance and sometimes in general we just seek reassurance, comfort or answers. ask yourself which one applies to you. which ever one it is , its important you don't try and work it out yourself in your head with no advice. You don't necessarily have to confide in others what you need to do is READ , search and I you will find. You need to be impartial and have debates and acknowledge other points , that's how I learn without it, you will be biased and lose touch. That's my view , I listen to others and read to keep me grounded flying off into a land of fantasy. Its how I stay grounded

     

    • mohammmed81229
      mohammmed81229 bibby86013

      Posted

      The thing is that..my mind keep on drifting to the negative aspects of myself like fearing anything even if it doesn't make sense and so on. Do you think that I'm suffering from schizophrenia or something? I tend to have thoughts that I believe in and my feelings are..well, f****d up. Please, what do you recommend me to do? I keep having suicidal thoughts nearly everyday due on the fact that I'm not very able to enjoy the things that I used to care and love. Please, help.

    • hypercat
      hypercat mohammmed81229

      Posted

      I think if you keep obsessing about your body you will imagine all sorts of things going on ie a missed heartbeat for you would be a sign of something else but it's normal.  

      Human beings aren't robots you know and we think all sort of strange thoughts and have equally strange feeling sometimes and again this is normal.  

      I think you have anxiety and need to seek help.  There is also some health anxiety coming through as well with is very common with general anxiety.  Seek medical help, x

  • bibby86013
    bibby86013 mohammmed81229

    Posted

    you need to seek help in my view. I tend to think negatively , this may be due to insecurity issues , however I tend to stop in my tracks by reading positive inspirational material or philosophy to try and stop the dwelling on negative thoughts , also speaking to trust worthy people about what ive read like a debate , this stimulates the mind and provides some positive thoughts as well as distraction. I find school of life on youtube helpful, however this is a shortterm solution I would suggest seeking professional help.
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