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Hey guys. So I've been having some problems for a while. About 6 to 8 months ago I started to get really worried about what other people know about me. The bad things I mean.
When I was younger, i made many mistakes on social media. I would text random girls I didn't know and try to talk to them. I would say some wierd and creepy/cringy things sometimes, trying to woo them and one time about a year ago I sent photos with a girl who messaged me first on Snapchat. I worry that I might have pushed someone over the edge with those texts and I know I should never have done it.
I have a feeling that i might have done these things because when I was very young, me and my male cousin would sort of experiment sexually. Not sex but sometimes we would briefly put our penises around each other's bottoms and a bit of touching and grabbing here and there.
I worry about people knowing about these things and I worry about how it could all come out in the future and destroy my life. I'm 17 and a half now and these things happen when I was about 13 to 14. The thing with my cousin was years before that. I don't know if it's worry, shame or guilt I feel in my chest anymore and I need it gone so I can move on with my life.
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