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I'm a 39 yr old male. I have 4 beautiful daughters. Have been through and done alot in life but over the past few years have dealt with spells of hopelessness. I get down. Tired and hate myself. Feel like there is no point and I don't belong here. I've always done well at any job I have worked. But lately don't even care to work and feel that I am not good enough at anything. I feel that everyone would be better without me. I have made so many mistakes that there is no way I will ever be able to make up for them. I spent countless time just laying in bed. Sleep alot yet always feel tired. I'm not hungry. Really just want to end it all but don't have the guts to go through with it. I know because of how I am people just walk away from me. I put myself in a box and no one can get near me. I'm not sure why I'm writing all this. I just don't know what else to do. Every day is a battle. Every minute. Another thought of how useless I really am.
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