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For the past few months I have had multiple problems which is ruining my life. Following a very painful breakup, I attempted suicide, despite not normally having the characteristics of someone who is depressed. Although it has been a few months now, multiple problems have started to affect my life. Ever since my suicide attempt and moving away to somewhere where I don't know anyone, it's been difficult. I believe I have developed depression and social anxiety order as I struggle to even leave the house, meet anyone, and I have panic attacks in public places. I always feel down and contemplate suicide regularly. I have turned to alcohol; and I have been drinking a lot more than I ever would have previously. I can become extremely aggressive when I drink and I often have blackouts where I remember nothing the next day. Not only do I think i'm an alcoholic, i also smoke weed quite a lot (although I have managed to reduce the consumption recently). I am pushing away my family and friends, and am ruining the new relationship I started a couple of months ago because of all this. I really want to give up but I do not have a very strong will power. My dad was an alcoholic who unfortunately passed away because of his problems, I do not want to end up dead or alone. Someone please help, I want to change
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